Admire

    

It's been a while and I apologize for that! School has been a bit crazy. Since going back to school I have been taking some harder classes and discovering new things about the people around me and myself. Most of these come from just talking to people. Listening to what people have to say and how meaningful and deep some of it can be is absolutely amazing. 

I admire people so much for being able to pull these amazingly deep or creative thoughts out of their minds. I wish I could do that. 

 

I understand my intelligence level and what I am capable of bringing to a conversation. I wish that I could have some of the life shattering or amazing wow thought moments. Sometimes I do have these thoughts though it is very few and far between, and I usually have to sit for a good while trying to think about it. 

 

I am amazed at the way some people come up with these thoughts and ideas especially at the certain ages I have seen it happen. Yes it has been some of my friends, but there have also been children just shattering stereotypical thoughts and breaking barriers. I admire it so much that I hope one day I am able to have these thoughts just whirl into my brain and I am able to say it. 

 Maybe it all matters on your perception of certain topics. Maybe It will just happen with age. 

Who knows?

Be positive, patient, and persistent!- Lauren